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Somebody save me [Apr. 10th, 2007|07:33 pm]
[Current Location |here]
[mood |gloomygloomy]
[music |none]

I hate people...
I was at the youth center with my sister, and I ended up kissing a boy she used to like. She flipped shit, and now doesn't want to talk to me..
Brent called me drunk 2 nights ago, and confessed his love for me...why can't people be sober when they say that to me?
He also said he wants my mom...
I don't have a date to prom...reason? Unknown
I should call Mini Summa, but he should be the one calling me since I feel dumb calling people...
And leaving messages...I just don't do that either...
I need a life..I have this whole week of school off, and what do I do? Play Pokemon on my Gamecube...thats it

Somebody save me from this lack of life I have formed..

Its like a bubble made out of lead...
I don't know how yet, but I'll tell you when I figure it out...
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omg, I hate people [Sep. 8th, 2005|01:16 pm]
Other than the fact that my first day of school (yesterday) sucked major balls, my lifes been fine.

I have Bio with my ex Devon who is making my life a living hell....him and his stupid lil redhead friend....Idk his name, but I'll soon find out.

Math sucks, Bio is ok, Global sucks, Advanced Art is....ok, English is fun so far, and Gym will suck b/c we have to do something in the river, and the river is cold and dirty.......Health is fun, and so are my studyhalls. Since I got my classes swiched, I dont have to take that God damn typing class.

Why do people think that the Heartagram is Bams thing? Wtf people! Why do you have to be soo stupid?! Its HIMs idea.

I wore my HIM shirt with the heartagram on the front and everyone starts talking about hows its Bams sign.....I got inot an arguement about it in Bio, and the ony person to agree with me, even tho he said he was sorry to admit it, was Devon. And then he started making fun of my boots which made me hate him even more.

Why does he have to be soo stupid? He thinks that the projection thing on the ceiling of the class in a garage door opener.

Alright, done talking for now......


My birthday is in 6 days! Hell yeah!

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sad....very sad day... [Apr. 18th, 2005|12:50 pm]
[mood |crushedcrushed]


We had to get a new comp....sorry.....anywho!!!!

Toria came over and spent the night, and then the next morning, Tanya, Nicole, and Lane came over. We all went top the basketball corts just so Nicole and Tanya could look and Danny and David Bleck. Well, Toria, Lane and I got bored watching them miss the basket, so we left. Like, 30 mins later, Tanya and Nicole came back with the Bleck twins and this Tom kid. Tom creeps me out.

Anyway, David played bagmitten w/ me, and I kicked his butt. He really sucks at that game. The left after like, an hour, and then came back later that night. Toria and Lane had to leave early. So, the rest of us went into the living room and watched Alfie. The guys only payed attention durring a scene w/ a naked chick cutting a cucumber w/ a meat clever.

Anyway, my mom made them leave at around 11, and then thay called around 1am asking us if we wanted to hang-out. I knew that we couldn't leave my house, cause my mom would kill me. They walked over to my neighbors house, and we went nextdoor to hang out. They were stoned. Davis was soo funny cause he could walk 2 steps w/o falling over. It was like talking to a 2 year old.

When I was helping Danny stand straight, I heard my mom yell my name. The guys booked it outta my yard soo fast. I am in such trouble. I'm not allowed to have friends over again. Its that bad. All cause I left the house at night...

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(no subject) [Apr. 6th, 2005|07:02 pm]
Sorry, I kinda hate my comp at the momment cause it hates me...

So Friday, I got to hang out w/ my "lover". Hehe. Dont ask who he is cause I think his name is funny as hell. It was raining Friday, and I got to spend all day in the rain! OMG what fun! I love the rain! Anywho, my friends and I went down into my basement to figure out my sump pump, and its nat working....We had a flood in lovely Marathon NY. I had to leave my house. We still have to boil our water. Eww! Our friends toys were flouting in our back yard. Lol. We sadly had to get rid of soo many things of ours cause of the water damage. I hate this weather. I had to stay at my moms bfs house. Eww! Lol..

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gah [Mar. 3rd, 2005|08:32 pm]
[mood |apatheticapathetic]
[music |The used- All that I've got]

Well well well,

Cleaned my room today, and in doing so, I lost my cell phone....I found it an hour later which was good news to my mother.

In school, I pissed of more people whichs isn't a real shocker....My friends at my lunch tadle were odd....VERY ODD!! It was chicken tenders day, and I sit with guys who are obsessed with school chicken tenders. They pulled togher $27.00 to buy 175 chicken tenders. I think the lunch ladys were pissed that they had to could all the chicken tenders. I bought my own lunch tho....I didn't want to par-take in that....It was a little weird to say the least.

Peiro is breaking up w/ his girlfriend so that he could go out with me. Hell no! He has a snowballs chance in hell that we will ever start dating. He has hair that looks like a porcupine. Its black hair, w/ blonde tips....lol.

Anywho, Nicole is comming over tomorrow night so I'll have a blast. We'll probley be watching "Saw".

</3 Cam
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(no subject) [Feb. 28th, 2005|07:11 pm]
[mood |melancholy*sigh*]
[music |The Used-Found a box of sharp objects]

People in Marathon are pissed at me for wearing Cortland stuff on THEIR school spirit day. Well, they can lick my left nut, I reallydont care.

Mmkay, so this is what happened on Travis' Birthday...

I had to go to the doctor at 9am because my contact scratched up my eye. It really fucking hurts! She put some drops in my eye to make it glow a blue color. It really stung...Any way, My mom and I dropped my sister off at a friends house. I went over to Travis' dads hows to drop off Travis' B-day gift. Turns out, his dad moved....who knew....anyway, I called Travis, and he started laughing at me for my stupid mistake. I found out he was at his moms, so I went over there. I got to see him for the first time in almost 2 months. God he's changed. Anyway, went over to my sisters house to say hi, and them my mom and I went to the mall. Mind you, my eye in on fire, and it hurts really bad, its all like, bloodshot and shit. We were walking out of the mall and I see Reid, Charlie, and Reids little brother Will entering the mall. I flipped. I was looking at the ground trying to prevent them from seeing my bloodshot eye. Idk if it worked or not. I herd Will ask who I was cause Reid and Charlie said hi.

I got home and got ready for my cotillion. My mom teased my hair so it looked like an 80s hair style. I kinda wanted it to look that way so it would cover my eye. It worked. Sad thing is I had to waer my glasses. I had this big butterfly clip in my hair to match my dress. I put on my dress, which looks like an Arozona Iced Tea bottle. The Green Tea one. Its strapless and really cute. By the time my mom and I left the house, I had dunk a few frapachinos and I was on a major sugar high.

The dance sucked major ass! I did nothing all night. Peiro was with his gf, all my guy friends weren't in the talking mood, and Andria was only interested in the punch. Someone spikes the punch every year. Some kid called me a sckank, but I hate him anyway, so it really doesn't matter. Ryan had to pull me to dance with him. It was fun tho. His hair matched his eyes and shirt! He's awsome! I met this senior named Aubry. Shes a sweetie! We were swing dancing, and my glasses flew off my face. I found them tho. Her's were cock-eyed on her face. She has some emo-tastic glasses. She had a dress that looked like an 80's ladybug. I was cool.

I got into an argument with Josh after the dance for no reason at all.

Today was better. I was in town and my mom and I got some guitars from my uncles house. We got some coffe, and then we went to PnC.

Well, Brian works there, and it seemed as if he didn't want to talk to me. I think he doesn't want to be my friend anymore. I almost started crying. I would hate to loose Brian as a friend. He's been soo nice to me. We have only gotten into one fight, and he's always understood me. He is one of my best friends.

On my way home, Peiro texted me and he said that I had looked cute last night. I got a little ticked and said that he didn't talk to me last night. He didn't say one word to me. Then, he started hitting on me. Mind you, he has a gf. It turns out he likes me, and asked that if he broke up with his gf, if I would go out with him. I didn't want to hurt his feeling, and I said that I couldn't because I hardly kno anything about him. So he says that we should get to kno each other better on monday.
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hmmmm [Feb. 20th, 2005|08:33 pm]
[mood |cheerfulCan't wait to piss people off!]
[music |Bright eyes-Lover I dont have to love]

well well well....

Toria and Regina are over for the night. We learned a dance Toria made up, and I do it really bad, like, I forget it once in awhile, like, the hand movements, but ehh....I'll learn. Toria straightened my hair, and it looks really pretty! We have been dancing in our boxers. Major fun. My mom was going to give the boxers to my bro, but when she found out that we were wearing then, she changed her mind. She seemed a bit pissed, but eh. She's the "cool mom".

School spirit week is next week, because my school is retarded like that, I will be very stupid. Since we have monday off, spirit week will be a tad bit short. Tuesday is Hawiian day, Wednesday is pirate day, Thursday is hat day, and Friday is school spirit day. Might I add, on hat day, you have to pay $1 to wear your hat in school. Grrr! I will be very retarded, and on school spirit day, when I should be wearing my school colors, I will not. My school colors are orange and black. Can you say, Halloween?! Its a little late in the year for me to look like a pumpkin. So, I will be wearing my Cortland High track jersey. The Marathon students wont like that very much. But what do I care. I don't have that many friends to loose.

Danny called tonight and he wanted to hang downtown at 1am. Hell no am I leaving my house at 1 in the fucking morning in the snow! I'm in my boxers for petes sake!

</3 Cam
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(no subject) [Feb. 13th, 2005|01:39 pm]
[mood |indifferentindifferent]

Life has been sucky, but thats old news...

I went to my first Marathon dance and I want it to be my last. If F***ing sucked. I got to see this kid named Mark. Hes one of my friends crushes....He showed us his nipple rings. Thats got to hurt big time.

My moms having us meet this loser of a friend of hers. His name is Bob....HA!!! Bob. What a crappy name. Thats a name you give people when you dont want to make then mad at you for metioning them on your online journal. He has one kid that's a monty python freak. His kids are 6 and 10. I'll be bored outta my f***ing mind all day.

My thoughts on how Valentines day will go tomorrow: It will be one of the worst days I will ever have.

Valentines Day is just another day
Nothing special about it
It's not even a holiday
It's just a way you feel
Alone wanting something that
You just don't understand
But you want so bad

February fourteen isn't soo sweet
When your all alone that date
Is just a painful reminder of what you
Dont have you want it so bad
Valentines day is just temporary
The feeling just wont last

Feeling down depress watching everyone
Else holding hands kissing missing
What I don't have needing it so bad
My broken heart just can't stand Valentines Day

Forget that date is not even worth celebrating
It's a fake holiday meaningless worthless to me
a painful reminder the fourteen of February is
My worst day my sad day a pain reminder
It's nat a holiday don't bother to celebrate
The feeling is only temporary
The feeling is only temporary
It wont last it's fading away tomorrow
The feeling is gone

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(no subject) [Feb. 9th, 2005|06:14 pm]
[mood |apatheticehh]
[music |my mom talking on the phone..]

Not a lot has happened in my ever so boring life....
On my book shelf, there is a blue book w/ the title "How to Write Erotica". Sitting right next to this book is the Holy Bible.....I really dont think those books belong anywhere near each other.

We have been cross contry skiing in gym w/ was a bit painful for me. The first day we were out there, I crossed my skis idk how many times, and fell flat on my ass more times then I could count. At least I got the hang of it by the end. Now, we are doing dancing. Dancing. Thats an odd gym class sport to do. We still dont know which type of dance we will learn....our gym teachers an ideot. We might have to learn the polka. Wtf!!! Who cares about the fucking polka!!! We might have to do line dancing. Ewww!!! Square dancing's worse. What is wrong w/ the people here?! No offence to my friends (the few) here, but, your gym class sucks ass.

All the guys in my Global class who were calling me "C.C", and then "D.D", now think I'm evil. It's not creepy to think that the Black Death is interesting! They like to toss shit down my shirt. Like beads and spare change. I made about $1.80 from their retarded game. At least I'm making a profit. On of my friends made a weak layup shot and got into trouble for it. On of the other guys missed and the nickel landed on my pizza getting the sauce all over my shirt. I tossed it back into his soup. He got mad....Oh well!

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(no subject) [Jan. 25th, 2005|10:22 pm]
[mood |apatheticun-feeling]
[music |the shower water falling]

I finally changed the background on this silly thing. I love Donnie Darko

I found out the other day that all of my calls and text messages from my phone, goes to my moms. OMG! This means that I can't say bad words in my Text messages otherwise, my mom knows. I can't call a sertain someone in Jersey, or my mom will find out. I'm kinda not allowed to talk to him. Oh well.
I spent all day in Cortland and did nothing all day. I dont have school tommorow so I will have another boring day of nothingness to do. Oh what a wonderful life I live.

I was soo happy when the desided to change the date of the cotillion. Here, the cotillion is for 9-12th. I still dont have a date tho. This really wouldn't matter much if I had friends to hang out w/. Here however, I dont have a single friend to my name. This sucks. I go from one school where I have lots of friends who cared about me (I think), to a school where everyone hates me. This really really sucks

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